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	"I Don't Like This Day"
	In the words of a seven year old boy that I miss... "I don't like this day." Yeah, buddy.. I hear ya. Nothing has gone right.. Clocked in early.. Left late.. Couldn't get an appointment for tomorrow for the car because they take only same day appointments, other issues.... In fact, I'd say from the time I got up this day has been pretty much unpleasant and wrought with nothing but struggle, trial, and tribulation the whole way through. But, I'll keep my head up. Perhaps some beer is in order tomorrow night should the finances work out. I feel emotionally and physically drained. "Winter's lonely vigil has begun." Current Music: The Dandy Warhols, "Genius"


	Isolation
	I find myself very isolated lately. Usually that's a good thing.. Less nonsense from fools.. But, for some reason it's not so good today. Most of my time has been spent alone today.. Reading.. sleeping.. I guess it could be worse; I could be slaving away at work. As bad as summer was with the memories of dad being sick and dying last year, for some reason when it gets cold it always makes me a little more uneasy and prone to loneliness. Doesn't make sense. Current Music: Devotcka "How It Ends"


	Don't Cry Out
	Don't Cry Out I don't get you . . . I can't forget what you've forgotten all along I've never been so alone. . . Don't Cry Out Cease Fire I was pretending Your secret kiss of confidence Was my escape The perfect game to play. . . Don't Cry Out Cease Fire Ten nine eight and I'm breaking away I'm all dressed up and I'm ready to play Seven six five four and I'm all over you Counting three two one and I'm having fun... Your fascination. . . With naked walls of silk and skin With no conditions I needed you to notice. . . That's all I wanted Don't Cry Out Cease Fire Ten nine eight and I'm breaking away I'm all dressed up and I'm ready to play Seven six five four and I'm over you Counting three two one I'm having fun. . . - Shiny Toy Guns, "Don't Cry Out" I so don't need to cry tonight. Fuck. The Blog (journal) whatever.. that I usually write to is on Myspace. Click Here!!!