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"I Don't Like This Day"

Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:53:34 GMT

In the words of a seven year old boy that I miss...

"I don't like this day."

Yeah, buddy.. I hear ya.

Nothing has gone right.. Clocked in early.. Left late.. Couldn't get an appointment for tomorrow for the car because they take only same day appointments, other issues....

In fact, I'd say from the time I got up this day has been pretty much unpleasant and wrought with nothing but struggle, trial, and tribulation the whole way through.

But, I'll keep my head up. Perhaps some beer is in order tomorrow night should the finances work out.

I feel emotionally and physically drained.

"Winter's lonely vigil has begun."

Isolation

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 03:32:36 GMT

I find myself very isolated lately. Usually that's a good thing.. Less nonsense from fools.. But, for some reason it's not so good today.

Most of my time has been spent alone today.. Reading.. sleeping..

I guess it could be worse; I could be slaving away at work.

As bad as summer was with the memories of dad being sick and dying last year, for some reason when it gets cold it always makes me a little more uneasy and prone to loneliness.

Doesn't make sense.

Don't Cry Out

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 06:17:11 GMT

Don't Cry Out

I don't get you . . .
I can't forget what you've forgotten
all along
I've never been so alone. . .

Don't Cry Out
Cease Fire

I was pretending
Your secret kiss of confidence
Was my escape
The perfect game to play. . .

Don't Cry Out
Cease Fire

Ten nine eight and I'm breaking away
I'm all dressed up and I'm ready to play
Seven six five four and I'm all over you
Counting three two one and I'm having fun...

Your fascination. . .
With naked walls of silk and skin
With no conditions
I needed you to notice. . .
That's all I wanted

Don't Cry Out
Cease Fire

Ten nine eight and I'm breaking away
I'm all dressed up and I'm ready to play
Seven six five four and I'm over you
Counting three two one I'm having fun. . .

- Shiny Toy Guns, "Don't Cry Out"

I so don't need to cry tonight.

Fuck.

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